Drifting

I know it's kind of late but i can't bring myself to sleep. So much has been going through my mind and i feel like i'm being distracted from everything and nothing, is that weird. I keep thinking about my grandma who i was really close to but sadly is no longer here but i have the strangest sense as if i felt her with me all day today. My mind keeps wondering to points in my life and then i just sit here and think. I don't know if i'm happy or sad, but i'm not so much as to be content either :(